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Untitled
Sometimes i feel lost,
No where to be found,
I thought that no one cared,
then you came around.
When you told me you loved me,
i got a little scared,
but everythings ok now,
because i know you really care.
One day you'll come back,
for me and me alone,
and we will be together,
and my world won't be so cold.
Because that is how it is now,
when i'm all lost and hiding,
I wish it could be warmer,
It will be when you find me.
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These things
Dissapointed Frustration.
Empty pain
Greiving saddness
and disaray.
You say you love me
but is it true?
With the things you say,
there is no proof.
You call me stupid,
you say i'm a ditz,
i'm idiotic,
and i am a bitch.
I sit and i listen
to these things you say.
You may not know it,
but they hurt in a way.
Deep inside
the frustration lies.
Tears want to flow,
but i will not cry.
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STUCK
You make me want to die,
you make me want to live,
what the hell am i supposed to do,
for i am just a kid.
I can't leave,
but i don't want to stay.
No where to go.
Nothing to say.
I hate you.
I love you.
You are my world.
You are nothing.
Go away.
Leave me alone.
I don't want to be here.
I don't want to stay home.
I'm not appreciated,
but that is alright.
You just wait till later,
when i'm gone in the middle of the night.
Darkness as a cover,
like the way you treat me.
Cold as ice.
Like waking up after a bad dream.
You say I'm inconsiderate.
But what was that?
a lot of embarassment,
and mental harassment.
You are not better than me,
so just stop trying.
Don't talk down to me.
Stop your whining.
I can't take it anymore.
You're acting like you're 3.
I can't wait to turn 18.
Cuz then i'll be able to leave.
away from you
and all of this stupid crap.
Then i can be happy.
No longer trapped.
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Feelings of the World
This world is stupid, and all the people in it suck.
Society tells me what to do, and all i can say is what the fuck?
Screw all you people and your messed up views on life.
I do what i want to do, and i fight when i want to fight.
You can't change me, and you can't be me.
No matter how hard you try, or want to be.
Just for the simple fact that I am original.
The ONLY me.
a song for you
Are you aware of how you make me feel?
I really don't think you understand.
What the hell is your problem with me?
It's not my fault, it's not my fault.
You piss me off and twist my words.
I can't be who you want me to be
Why doyou treat me like you do?
You treat me like i'm two.
Fuck everything in this world
and fuck you too
you have the world in your hand
so fuck you too
You yell at me like i am nothing.
Just a piece of trash blowing down the street.
being stepped on by everyone and everything
i just don't get it, i just don't get it
Why do you scream, and call me names?
You sit there and act like your the king.
WHy do you treat me like you do,
you treat me like i'm two
Fuck everying in this world
and fuck you too
you have the world in your hand so fuck you too
I don't think i can take it anymore
am i worth anything, the ground you walk on?
I don't feel like i am in your eyes.
I just want to leave, why can't i just leave?
Whats a girl supposed to do?
I will not cry over you.
my my how the tables have turned
I think it's the other way around now
you aren't worth my time anymore
so go away, just go away
I can't stand the site of your face
come back later when you get off the floor.
Why do you treat me like you do?
Why do i put up with you?
fuck everything in the world
and fuck you too
now the worlds in my hand
so fuck you too.
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BOHEMIA
I am part
of some kind of fairy tale.
Wanderin through the willows
and hiding in the shadows.
I weep crystalline tears,
and weep of the sweetest mysery.
For death is not somthing i know,
but carry with me always.
My heart melts
and drains me.
So soon i know nothing
of what i had remembered.
And purple rain
drenched my soul
and wrung out my life.
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THRICE- in years to come
I wanna take the bullet,
the one aimed straight for your heart,
i wanna meet the wolves halfway,
and let them tear me apart.
This is the way they do it here..
I wanna lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean,
yeah it's a different kind of love.
I wanna climb barbed wire fences,
and warm our hands in blood.
And this is my gift,
asking you to fix my ruined hands.
Cuz it's the gift that keeps on givin,
it's the gift that keeps on givin,
it's the gift that keeps on givin,
and right now its all i have to GIVE.
I wanna lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean,
i wanna lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean.
I wanna write the perfect song,
and play it just for you,
while youare tangled up in sleep.
I"ll need you more than i'll ever know,
and until i stop breathing,
my lungs will take you for granted.
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